I heard in a New Age forum was the first time Otherkin.In of this forum there is a thread about it, and while I read it, I was always kribbeliger.Je more I read of the experiences of others, the more she screamed in me "That I am, then I have searched far too long," and while reading I felt a pressure on my back like wings.
And so I informed myself on the internet about Otherkin, until I finally came to an Otherkin Forum a the few that existed in German - and told me there an.Kurze later reported to a user from there via PM to me and helped me a bit to figure out what I could be.
With him I came to desert lynx, a Raubkatzenart.Da I had Raubklatzen-especially desert lynx-always loved very much, I thought that I probably agree the musste.Bevor found out I had just the idea of a fairy or other nature spirit be determined, because the Flügeln.Allerdings I rejected the idea again, because I thought, where fairies are so great being, I could never one of them sein.Dabei I was right to be one of them, but as I later first found out.
Unzwar a pair Months had später.Ich the time constant feeling of wings, sharp and pointed Eckzähnchen Ohren.Allerdings I thought that was because desert lynx, too sharp teeth ahs I tried to convince myself as well, but the more I tried it, the more I was dissatisfied ich.Da came the thought, I could be a nature spirit, I scoured sein.Und my fairy books.
I came across Dark Elves, and thought that was such a ich.Allerdings said an acquaintance called up when I told him to me, that he - I should be Dunkelef - wanted nothing more to do with me because Dunkelefen are bad . Therefore, I rejected this idea, and I am not yet Dunkelefen losließen.Auch deal, but more about that later;)
So I searched further and discovered Pookas.Naturgeist, who rang verwandelte.Und in animals because it all fits together in mir.Es: The feeling of the wings, the pointed teeth and with the Wüstenluchs.Ich had me simply turned into a desert lynx! And, because of my brother, a desert lynx Otherkin ist.Sozusagen in sympathy with him.
And at some point I had then turned back into a Pooka.
I was very glad to have it figured out.
The Dunkelefen: Apparently I'm turning in either one, or is it a second soul share mir.Aber I have a lot lately as Dark wahrgenommen.Darüber I need to find out more.
What used to be the desert lynx for me, is now off and usually when I'm angry or full moon-is a Panther.Ich take off and the shape of such a an.Ich like it just for me to verwandeln.Naja, Shapeshifter * g * just
All in all, I am well with the whole thing, except for the fact that some people stare at me or pretend as if I have the same fresse.Besonders children probably have quite a fear of mir.Ich probably a rather gloomy appearance haben.Es makes me very sad that kids are in front of me I still fürchten.Als desert lynx, she still liked me, * sigh *
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