Wednesday, September 17, 2008

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already written something new

Today I was doing from a friend in the last degree of Elenari-Healing Systems eingeweiht.Und while my wings quite weh.Gut, but I thought nothing of it and meditated weiter.Irgendwann I was drawn to the astral plane , where I but - unfortunately, as always, nothing sah.Trotzdem I managed with difficulty, then get away again.
I will right and went into the Internet, where I chat my friends traf.Ich told her that my wings hatten.Da very hurt, she said that she my wings had seen, and it had been instead of bat wings feather wings, since I was first told she geschockt.Desweiteren, I have not looked as usual, but like a very good-looking mix of angels and Vampir.Sehr muscular, long black hair, a torn shirt and black pants. Now I'm

verwirrt.Warum has seen me so? Have I turned wiedermal? But I can not now instead of a Pooka, an angel-vampire mix sein.Oder again another soul? But actually I do not think that many can have soul shares * sigh *
Well, I'll probably have to wait and see what I get out Sun

Monday, September 15, 2008

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What is an Otherkin

Otherkin

Also: "The Others" or "The Others" and more generic term for people with a non-human soul, as incarnated angels, fairies, dragons and vampires. Physically it is about 'ordinary' people, but these people have usually already in early childhood exceptional knowledge about the different worlds or the magic of the world. In all its feeling, thinking and feeling and their "magical potential 'they differ from other people. Also, a "born witch" would fall under this definition in itself, apart from that, the term 'witch' refers to a man. Awakening
A certain time or event which the Otherkin its nature absolutely can be realized. Often it was already known to date, but we doubt his sanity and even hesitated to recognize what is perceived as the ultimate truth. Features
Otherkin ...
have no choice. You have not yet realized by influencing (childhood dramas, scenes, etc.) chosen for their Andersein. Should it have been an influence, so this was done prenatally or even prazygotisch and lead to either to past lives (karma) or a conscious decision between the worlds back. And vice versa, they can not decide now to be an Otherkin. They are born that way and stay there all their lives long. can be varied only the type of acting out.
often suffer, just shortly after her 'awakening' in the prison "body" but what everyone on other kinds of body alienation is to be distinguished. In the familiar, protected circuit is at least like to try to adapt the true form, the astral body which appear ever more real than the body can be real. Often you will find this under the Sticht word "shift".
think and feel so different from the ordinary man that the name man no longer seems appropriate (see below humanity)
often live in secrecy and / or have grown accustomed to the "people" to play. In the latter case, they are very good judge of men, as they are this behavior had to work until conscious.
forcibly as blessed since birth with special Sensivitität and mediumship or punished, depending on the way you dealt in any way with magic and spirituality, as they have no other choice.
identify themselves accurately and each other without external aids (such as trendy clothes, identifying features) and are magically attracted to each other. So it can go for example, that suddenly in the crowded rush hour subway a 'normal' stranger stands up, indicating a bow, and in passing another unknown Otherkin whispers a greeting between two worlds.
by susceptible individuals . (Detected children, drunks, lunatics, clairvoyant and ~ sore often including Artangehörigkeit So it may happen that - without external features - show children to a loud and express what they see in one or that medial talented people get amazed or afraid to and ask what is for - for heaven's sake -. is a strange creature
have been as young children or early youth, high sensitive and magical abilities and self-knowledge from
leads the Andersein to many social and retroactively mental health problems, with not the psycho-social problems are the cause of segregation, but on the contrary, only the consequence of an already since birth determined otherness. These side effects are not pretty, but are accepted as long as we remain conscious of his self and goals.
is usually it is first of unwanted or "impossible" children, such as children or who Tropi-occurring despite sterilization. Note: This does not unloved. Just that they decide to actually into the rationality should not have been incurred. In most cases, even so, that one has a very quiet and well-protected childhood, which allows for the first time a "man" and to be stabilizing. Another possibility is that of a child one or two very spiritual, magical people born to be who know relatively aware of what they have to do it. Example vampire
One might conclude that born-again vampire form major part of living on earth Otherkin. Pro
This finding, that just Astral vampires as the primary purpose of recovering a physical body is said. Dragon, however, are rare intererssiert a life on earth.
counterpoint
counter this impression, however, speaks of the existence of the so-called "RealVampyre-scene: This scene / fad of the last 1 to 2 decades vampireske Otherkin can talk much more open and free to gather and meet and are thus in the media and heads of other disproportionately more present than other types of Otherkin. It only seems to be more.
obsession
If outsiders could be satisfied that you have to actually do it with a non-human soul, is often assumed that an obsession. Pro
One can not determine exactly when the "otherness" has really started whether already before conception, which would mean that by vornerherein no human soul had to be displaced, or only in very early childhood. Falls occurred in young children days obsession (see also contraindications) so the "alien beings" but now merged so much with the personality that it actually makes no difference.
counterpoint
Both Parts (human / non-human) are required to be intact and functioning. If the non-human part displaced forcibly exorcised or even (if this would definitely possible), the remaining people in the destroyed and torn and will not survive long. If the human part out, or "killed" is to survive in the everyday life of this world / society is not possible.
obsession is usually against the will of the person concerned, which in this case is applicable not
NOTE! Either way, you can not Otherkin exorizieren or by an obsession - free - if for such evidence should be available. Objectives
The objectives of such beings to incarnate are available with a variety such as individuals and different species ("Angel," "Vampire," "Wolf", etc.) itself They often believe either a) a particularly punishing / cursed to be (the depressive type), or of themselves and their uniqueness so taken that they watch for a literal world-shaking spiritual-magical role as the chosen one. (Schiziphrener type ") special make bad these two forms in the first years after the apparent conscious awakening. With age and experience sluggish the extreme views somewhat. Humanity
It should be noted that the term "person" diskusionswürdig as such. Looking at humanity as "inhuman" in her condition now, you could do those Otherkin tend to as "real people" to call. Due to the personal development, which generally followed by recurring patterns and begins at a very early age, they move but in most cases before the term non-human to verbally distinguish and identify the inward otherness. A question of I-Definition: The non-human part can be very contradictory to the human part. The I-definition lies on the non-human part.

Source: ParaWiki

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What is my "true self" from ?

Well, I know full well do it, but I describe the worst times.

As Pooka I am about 1 to 70 - 1.75 cm tall, had short black hair, brown eyes, pale skin, pointed ears, sharp teeth (no vampire catches!) And beautiful, large black bat wings.
All in all, I am quite muscular build and handsome: D My Pooka-I is exactly 549 years old and usually wears black, medieval Kleidung.Details me are unfortunately not known.
I also wear two Kukris (Nepalese dagger) at mir.Warum I do not know, but I've seen it, and it is somehow familiar to me to have two weapons in hand.

As a Dark I see myself with black skin, yellow eyes, pointed ears and very sharp teeth, also with a long white Haar.Größe me is not quite as large as the Pooka klar.Entweder or I'll probably still kleiner.Das find out more.

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How it all began / my (e) Otherkin Awakening

I heard in a New Age forum was the first time Otherkin.In of this forum there is a thread about it, and while I read it, I was always kribbeliger.Je more I read of the experiences of others, the more she screamed in me "That I am, then I have searched far too long," and while reading I felt a pressure on my back like wings.

And so I informed myself on the internet about Otherkin, until I finally came to an Otherkin Forum a the few that existed in German - and told me there an.Kurze later reported to a user from there via PM to me and helped me a bit to figure out what I could be.
With him I came to desert lynx, a Raubkatzenart.Da I had Raubklatzen-especially desert lynx-always loved very much, I thought that I probably agree the musste.Bevor found out I had just the idea of a fairy or other nature spirit be determined, because the Flügeln.Allerdings I rejected the idea again, because I thought, where fairies are so great being, I could never one of them sein.Dabei I was right to be one of them, but as I later first found out.

Unzwar a pair Months had später.Ich the time constant feeling of wings, sharp and pointed Eckzähnchen Ohren.Allerdings I thought that was because desert lynx, too sharp teeth ahs I tried to convince myself as well, but the more I tried it, the more I was dissatisfied ich.Da came the thought, I could be a nature spirit, I scoured sein.Und my fairy books.
I came across Dark Elves, and thought that was such a ich.Allerdings said an acquaintance called up when I told him to me, that he - I should be Dunkelef - wanted nothing more to do with me because Dunkelefen are bad . Therefore, I rejected this idea, and I am not yet Dunkelefen losließen.Auch deal, but more about that later;)

So I searched further and discovered Pookas.Naturgeist, who rang verwandelte.Und in animals because it all fits together in mir.Es: The feeling of the wings, the pointed teeth and with the Wüstenluchs.Ich had me simply turned into a desert lynx! And, because of my brother, a desert lynx Otherkin ist.Sozusagen in sympathy with him.
And at some point I had then turned back into a Pooka.
I was very glad to have it figured out.

The Dunkelefen: Apparently I'm turning in either one, or is it a second soul share mir.Aber I have a lot lately as Dark wahrgenommen.Darüber I need to find out more.

What used to be the desert lynx for me, is now off and usually when I'm angry or full moon-is a Panther.Ich take off and the shape of such a an.Ich like it just for me to verwandeln.Naja, Shapeshifter * g * just

All in all, I am well with the whole thing, except for the fact that some people stare at me or pretend as if I have the same fresse.Besonders children probably have quite a fear of mir.Ich probably a rather gloomy appearance haben.Es makes me very sad that kids are in front of me I still fürchten.Als desert lynx, she still liked me, * sigh *

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Why a blog?

This is my first Blog.Eigentlich blogging I never wanted to, but there seems now to be a trend like that, I wanted to lump all (yes, peer pressure * g *)

And why Otherkin blog? brought Well, the idea of me a very sweet, an angelic being that I am at this point time sooooo cuddly doll * hugs *: D
liked the idea to me, so I thought I also tell something about men Otherkin-existence.

Many may not believe what I write, or I'm crazy halten.Aber me it's not about what others are denken.Das what I write, my feelings, my feelings and my experiences. Who
not be confused with it, should not lesen.Anderen my blog - people who are same experience, or help in finding their true self-need my reports could be of help.

Silas